Hello.

Went to orchard today with dearest :D
We talked alot, laughed alot and update each other about our lives. I feel that nothing changed between us since we became friends. Hee it feels awesome to recall fond memories together and laugh at the stupid old selfs TOGETHER. Those are the days i will never forget :)
Anw, let the photos speak for themselves.

LAZY.
Go to my facebook for more photos!

Christmas Eve

HELLO

Yesterday was Christmas eve, it was a blast. Met up with Ziran at Bishan to take a look at some DSLR models. The salesmen at Best was a weirdo and was quite rude. At first, i wanted to get the Canon 550D but it was out of stock. Yea digress abit, i got my Nikon D3100 today and i love it :D No picture to upload yet, it's still charging. Then we went to Roxy Square to meet Wangzi and watched her as she cut her hair. LOL lame much. We wanted to eat at Liu Da Ma at first, then i suggested that we go to Ippudo instead cos i wanted to experience been served by Ippudo staff. HAHAH ok i'm evil. Yeap i had a hard time convincing Wangzi esp when Ziran was trying to stop us from going as i tried to tempt her by listing out the Ippudo menu hahah. On the other hand, convincing Manbo was a breeze.

Me: 你要去Ippudo吃饭吗？

Manbo: Gen San 会在吗？

Me: 应该会

Manbo: Joe San 会在吗？

Me: 肯定会

Manbo: 那好

HAHAHA look at this. She is desperate for love!!
Anyways we arrived at Ippudo at 730pm and everyone was super friendly (as usual) except weichee was giving me the deadly stare. haha whatever. We ordered some beer and begged Karen for some umeshu. I got drunk after awhile and started talking nonsense. Oh ya there was a new guy called Alex who is very handsome!! (agreed upon by all 4 of us). Took photos with him and flirted with him. Manbo was so shy haha, she was dying to talk to him and yet didn't have the guts to call him over. End up i'm the troublesome one who kept raising me hands hahaha. And also, i got a christmas hat from Vivien and Manbo got hers from Alex!! I'll never forget her expression the moment she received the hat. She was literally on cloud nine haha.

After dinner Ziran insisted on going back earlier since she has curfew sigh. So the 3 of us sat by the riverside and  roughly talked about our new year party, who to invite etc. Finally home sweet home.

Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE :D

Hype me!!

标准的浪漫桥段 但主角却是错的人

Camwhoring with Irene's new Mac book :D

HAHAHA i'm back here again! after a year.

Found a job at Ippudo at the start of the holiday and you know what, weiqi works there too. haha so coincidental. People there are generally nice and interesting esp Gen san and Joe san! :D I have to say, Gen san is handsome and cute and Joe san is nice and caring~~ Ziran: i found out from Karen that Joe san is 30 years old! remember his expression when i guessed that he is 35? Haha epic.
Now that Ziran is gone i works there alone. Literally. Walk from Clarke alone, eat alone and goes home alone. But it's okay, just like last year haha.
Something happened yesterday, Wei chee came at 11pm when i was just about to go home. I was shocked to see him as it was supposed to be his off day. So he only came to fetch me home and pass me a box of chocolate. Honestly, i got a little scared. Ivy told me that he asked her to take care of me and he went to ask Renmei about me. Wow. To think of it, it's quite romantic of him to message me on fb and sms, esp come down to Clarke just to send me home. BUT, sorry Wei chee i alr have someone in mind although that person is a JERK. You say age is not a problem, but actually it is. For me.

Speaking of working, my efforts went down to drain. Within one shopping trip, i splurged all my money on a $300 leather bag and a $200 pair of boots. Irene calls me crazy, i think i am. Oh well, since it's winter outside Singapore, we should all be seasonably fashionable HAHAHA.

Thursday:
Went for tuition in the morning and met Anyi and Irene at Nex. Anyi passed me the lovely pair of sandals she bought from Taiwan, Irene said (in an envious tone HAHA) that i benefit the most from their Taiwan trip haha :D
Then went back home with them to do heritage trail stuff and went to Sogurt before sending them off (where i watched them eating because i was having a stomache :(

okay see you again soon~

YOG

注定寂寞

我想我是注定寂寞的人.
懒惰的我,凉薄的我, 不配拥有朋友

其实心里有好多好多的话,好多好多的苦 都无处述说
没有人愿意听我说话,没有人去聆听我想要表达的心声

也许是我矫情吧. 也许我这是在自怜自哀.
但事实就是如此.

每次.
每次当我觉得我找到了好朋友,一个懂我的同类人.
最后才发现,原来她不懂我,而我一直在迁就她.

在一堆人在讲话时,我总是那个站在圈子外面的人.
也许即使经过了那么多年的耳濡目染,我还是不能融入新加坡小孩的话题吧
我不知道,真的不知道.
看来问题还是出在我身上.
是我太懦弱,太无能,太无趣,太麻烦

友情其实是一种互惠互利的关系,但你不能给对方好处时,你就会被厌倦,被抛弃
想开了, 自己所谓的骄傲其实就是在犯别扭.
心里明明很想有很多朋友,但偏偏又不屑于每时每刻的笑脸迎人
其实我就是一个凉薄又自大的人, 总是期待别人来对我嘘寒问暖,但在自己却不想给别人什么.

失望,其实有时候我只对好朋友很好,但换回的是冷淡态度,不屑一顾.
我是敏感的小孩,正因为这样我活的很累.
我是闷骚的人, 长期只能用无所谓与随便的态度来掩盖内心的慌张.
换句话说,我就一鸵鸟.