how should i put it?

yosh~ i am posting!

HQ at Bishan

wow,diligently studying secret code
anyi is obsess with p5

jiayous sec 3s for you pltc! yup, jiayou is the only thing that i can do.

should have sign up for the duty :<

anws, xintian is the pro-est :) *hint hint*

sometimes i really wonder...

even the word 'believe' has a lie in it.

what have i done to people that they hide every truth from me.

i don't like this, it hurts.

okay, sorry is not the only word.

i think i am desperate,like luo zhixiang.

how i wish someone will be next to me now.

listen to my rant and don't say a thing

share the weals and woes, i will be tough

standing infront of me, leading

i am at a loss. stray into the crowd and found no one stops for me.

i know everything, you know nothing...

where i belong

i wanna go homeee :(

31 may 09
i am waiting...

FALLEN FROM GRACE

li yajun had a fall, li yajun had a great fall
lmao,cant believe i will ever fall into a drain one day with so many ppl staring at me and not a single one came up to help me on my feet!
NOOOO, unbelievable. i must be dreaming
but how come my knee still dang pain?

these 2 weeks were like hell to me (esp today! T.T)
never-ending stuffs to hand up
trust me, i will flee with my teddie from this place eventually

dear reader, if you are currently studying in Dunman High School, Singapore
you will see me with a hell big fat ugly plaster/pad or whatever you call that
on my beautiful legs on monday
take note, it's both legs! #%#^(%$^$@

k, let me continue to emo over my fall
bye

wth is there crying, HUSH

i don't care what are you upsetting over but just shut up

sigh. sigh

haven posted for days.
may not be online for the next few days, cos my lappy is spoilt :(
currently using mama's.
but to me. it's a good thing. as i still have lots of things not completed yet...
and i have to hand draw my LA artefact! grr... hope ms chan wont faint
ps: 1.enci, i cant give u irene's email cos mama's com no msn...

ahh, i am dang stress with the quadratic graph.
feel so stupid and sorry to ms poh, why i cant understand? i rmb i did quite well for last year's linear one.
but now when it comes to the curvy curvy line then cant tahan

haiz.
tmr's good friday, a good day for my homework and graph :)
wee, i'm happy

总说不管别人看法，却又像被人看见

what a shit

han enci- fated to be

WHY AM I ALWAYS STUCK WITH HAN ENCI.
(THE GREAT WHO PEES ON THE FLOOR)


no mood to post today, bye~
feeling really sad....

in despair

让我笑着说恨你
what the sam hill are you doing.
you think this will do anyone good?
Buzz off

:(
didnt watch together this week due to the excessive amount of work.
up till now, i still have a lot of things not done

• reflection of ytd

  preparation of lit circle

  history revision

  and etc

i wish i have a religion now, so that i can still pray to my god as someone to rely on
wish me luck , i'll thank you

ps. feeling sick all the time

PREDICTION

quote of the day "why are you so black?" - by Mr Han
i am sad.

finally, there is sometime for me to idle around for a while

did science practical today~
the rest of the results are fine except that i didnt have fats.
yes, i do not have fats ;D

get a life man, yajun
saturday- whole day of ohana. i want ohana :'(
sunday- quadratic graph day
monday~ wed - the cycle starts again
tests after test. projects after project
when is the deadline for all these?
let me know.
ohh, it's gonna continue till i die
then, tell me, what is the point of living.
mmm...

feel like going to east coast. i need distress, everything is pressing me
听海，看夕阳，裸露着脚在沙滩漫步
and dive into the water, nvr get up again.

who cares about love
who cares about studies
who cares about money
who cares about dreams
who cares about parents... i care

well, i'm curious of the inner drive in those top students.
what keeps them away from computers
what keeps them away from shopping centres
what keeps them away from handsome singers
mmm... maybe they just love themselve too much

so now, i shall make a wish.
computers to be infected with viruses
fashion designers to have no more inspirations
fahrenheit to disappear
and now, i will have peace of mind to study.

:)

quizz

QUIZZ TIME! ;D

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear ...
[ ] black people
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent (i cant stand kids)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[x] birds (shit dropped from sky ._.)
[x] fish (they stink)
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total : 3

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads (if they come into contact with my skin in anyway 0.0)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total :5

[ ] rain
[x] wind (i'm too skinny, it'll blow me away)
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed/mugged
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[X] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes
total : 3

[ ] hurricanes
[X] incurable diseases
[X] sharks ( who dun scare, duh)
[ ] Friday the 13th
[X] ghosts (i am one ;D)
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up, old
total: 6

[x] creepy noises in the night (that's my mum brushing her teeth)
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals ( i dun even have one)
[x] needles
[ ] blood
total :2

LOL. 18 in total. yay, i am normal :)
NOW, u see how tense i am end up doing this lame stuff ._.
practical