trying to find a place in this world

I CANT BELIEVE I SURVIVED TODAY
yes, unbelievable

had camp D in the morning and i screwed it up :(
sorry fishers for being a sucky PL
bleah, i am very very guilty for this

It's like the first time we doing this on our own and i screwed it
was kind of lost of what to do
didn't know how to set up a flag pole until today
didn't know what the hell is a fire alter until today
feel so paiseh when xintian ask me and tried to help
and i just stoned and say "i don't know"
RAHHH!!!

P5 must be very disappointed
i am sorry! D:

but OJ turned out quite okay surprisingly
and we did great for that (i think)
haha

ohh, Irene is officially the JOKER of 2009
she had created many many jokes and lame incidents
(let me recall all ur unglams, and i'll laugh when i come back to this in few years time)
1. capsized herself in the sea when she was the assistant recuer who supposed to assist me.end up i had to save 2 people on my own -.-
2. she went to pasir ris and was so delighted that she was on time and called me
"hello yajun, haha i am earlier than you"
"where are you now? i reached tanah merah alr, din see you eh?"
" HUHH? TANAH MERAH? ! I THOUGHT IS PASIR RIS?!"
in the end we all had to wait for this person who will always be fashionably late
3. she pronounced 口力沙 as 加沙
4. she burnt a hole in her pants at the butt during outdoor cooking. quite a obvious one
5. she said this when i was testing her chengyu 只听电梯响，不见人下来
    in case you duno the correct version should be 只听楼梯响，不见人下来
    and i was telling her that pls lah,during the ancient times where got 电梯?!
6. to be continued....

okay i'll go emo over today's failure now
bye
don't feel like talking anymore :/